See if I had a polaroid camera, the one that develops the photo within ten seconds of being taken, I could've shot your look of contempt. That expression that anyone can easily intepret as hatred, or something close to that. Then when the photo's printed, I can just stare at it for the longest time, trying to decipher whether you really meant it and desperately hoping you didn't. And then maybe wonder for a minute, whether you knew what being hurt really meant when you'd uttered that you were so just five minutes ago, because if you did then we'd be on the same page, after everything you've thrown at me too.
I'd thrown most of any faith or hope out way before anyway.
I had a nightmare last night; Mom spiralled downwards a psychotic state of mind & went on a killing spree, killing everyone that I've come across in life with a knife, a shotgun, her own hands. Her husband, her children, my grandparents & I were spared a bit of mercy compared to the rest, whom she gunned down while we were lining up to be killed. No escape, I heard the shot that killed grams.
In the past hour plus, I've found myself to have
Considering I haven't taken a bite of anything at all since 3.30pm yesterday, I declare that I AM VERY HUNGRY. Which is why once Nur Aini gets her vain ass out of her room, I am going through that front door & to City Hall Starbucks for my muffin & morning long black coffee, yum.
Spider pig, spider pig
Does whatever a spider pig does
Can it swing, from a web?
No it can't -
it's a PIG
Look out, here comes that Spider Pig.
January 2007
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October 2009
moved.
guess who's back, back again.
a short distraction, to say..
high - yehr- tus.
so "a" likes "b" but maybe "b" likes "c" - so what happens to "c"?
so maybe i won't. but it'll kill you less than it would me.
stop the bullshit,
weirder than ever, each night.
mais calme, je suis hereux :)
spider pig, spider pig.
so.
voracious is an understatement.
krunk 2
everything's almost swell, darling.
promise.
you have my attention, but i've lost yours.