Thursday, June 7, 2007

i hate conflicts, i really do, i'm usually the mediator in every relationship i have with a group of people. but sometimes it feels like i've had it up to the highest peak it can ever get to, that if i don't strangle the next person to come in my way, i'll just commit misery-suicide.

all i need is a little cooperation, is that too much? i'm not a perfectionist, I'VE WORKED WITH THEM BEFORE and it sucks to the core cos their expectations are just too high & it makes me feel useless in the end so i refrain from being as close to a perfectionist as possible.

i didn't ask for much really. not then, not now. i did my part, enough said, so are you telling me i have to sacrifice my sleep AGAIN to do your share of the job too?

i'm not being a bitch here, & i'm sorry if you feel offended or whatsoever, but EVERYONE has their certain level of tolerance that triggers them to blow up. i have NOT blown up yet but am so close to doing so, thank god for the two week break from school, i think WE ALL REALLY NEED IT.


and to add to the mayhem of this morning, i screwed my speech up & left out a huge important part out & jumped straight to the conclusion cos i only had one minute left, & to express out both that paragraph and my conclusion would just cut me off entirely & my speech would be pointless.

opportunity cost, you know.

fine, whatever. i have a headache anyway.

I WANT GELARE WAFFLES.

happy seventeenth Rae darling, stay as gorgeous as always, <3.

xx.