hope.
It's become a habit, something that I didn't notice had started until I consciously find myself doing so; each time I see a newspaper article on the Iraq war, or American troops in Iraq, or more specifically Fallujah, I always tend to search the faces in the picture for Lenny.
Some sort of evidence that can keep the glimmer of hope from fading, somewhat.
Dated: June 29, 2007
It's a 50/50 chance, two sides of a coin; life & death. Uncertain, unpredictable; death is that something you never know you might face when you wake up one day.
And well, if you're in a place where everyone's killing one another.. sometimes I hate thinking about it. I loathe thinking what he's becoming. What the war has made him. What the war is doing to most of the soldiers who are out there, fighting for their country because they are loyal. And loyal to whom? A man who thinks he is God, and is power-hungry, sacrificing his own men for his lame excuses of a President.
This being an old picture scares me somewhat, that he isn't posting new pictures or has stopped going online for quite some time.
I sent Pam a message for news of her brother; I'm half-hoping yet half-dreading for the reply.
I still pray for him. alot.
please keep him safe.<3.
