Thursday, May 3, 2007

i love phone calls outta the blue that remind me how much i love those people.:)


i've been eating either too much, or too little lately, which then causes me to eat more the next day. so basically i'm inflating, slowly.
Need. To. Get. Fit!! hahaha.

i think i need to start working again, my salary stash is depleting at a greater speed than i thought. then again, working through poly is gonna leave me abit, unstable, knowing me & my grasp of self-organisation. like, the lack thereof. besides, i can picture Harold laughing at my sorry ass, crawling back to work after turning him down the first week.

but i'm going broke soon. like, a financial crisis is going to be imminent if i don't organise my expenditures, etc.
plus, it sucks that i hate asking for money.


school's been abit of a drag, & it sucks even more that we have projects & ICAs simultaneously at such an early time of the semester. & i still have to think of a way to explain my absence for the test which makes up 8% of my IT module, which will do much damage to my record if i don't get out of it. i'm feeling the overwhelm of work we have to do now, & i'm trying to make time for everything but it's like a culture shock to me after a school-free schedule for 4 months.

POM & Accounting lectures are leaving me lost, bored and/or clueless; i try to concentrate but my mind will drift elsewhere. then i'd look around me & find people sleeping, Renny watching Prison Break, Ryan talking up some other chick, Puma laughing, people talking. so it really doesn't help that i have a non-condusive environment to pay attention in, haha.

but then there's HotShotting! with YX, Aishah & some other people to look forward to from now.:)

& there's always them to make my days end of well, after countless fits of laughter & spontaneity.<3

i've known her for almost seven years & counting now, & she's always been like a second big sister to me. well, third, now. through the years i've told her things i don't tell many people & spending two hours relieving myself of almost everything inside was pretty good, though somewhere in between i thought i'd break down crying; thank god i didnt - how embarrassing would that be. haha.

but she's gorgeous ain't she. its been ages since we three've hung out, we should do them more often nowadays okay! <3