just some things
I give up perfecting the presentation because neither I nor my groupmates are perfect, & if the tutor decides to be anal because I won't have a valid reason to excuse myself for last week's test that makes up 8% of the goddamned term, so be it.
plus, I've lost my ability to speak in public.
my mouth gets dry. my mind goes blank. my feet start to shuffle.
& tomorrow will be the day I give a speech.
I love people who're amusing, because they brighten up my day with their spontaneity. and laughing out loud to things that only you & I know, and no one else, cos its our own little secret.
I love the ones who're there for me when they don't even know it, whose presence & distractions I greatly appreciate even though I rarely mention it.
I just drifted through today. It actually felt.. pretty good. :)
x
