let me make a wish upon you.
stop this insecurity train,
i wanna get off & go home again.
i cant take the speed, its closing in;
won't someone stop this train?
happy 10th birthday to Iskandar's little brother; the big 1-0, eh.:D
no, i'm not jealous that they look every inch the perfect couple. no, i'm not jealous that he practically accosted her with his perfection & loves her for every one of her perfections & flaws. no, i'm not jealous that he can sing & dance too well. no, i'm not jealous because i think he's too tall & thin for his own good. no, i'm really not jealous even though the security she has is what i crave.
haha. i think they look good together. don't you? or maybe it's just my editing.
well at least for a while now she can finally stop whining, eh. :)
& Weerasakera, if you read this: do anything to her & so help you God, cos you'll be the first i'm coming after.
crazy YX :)
meet my maternal grandmother. the reason for emphasis on the 'maternal' is to avoid confusion for reasons too obvious. i'm not exactly sure how old she is - i lost track quite a while ago. i do know that she was brought up through WWII, & she's older than 80. don't matter, cos every year during the muslim month of Muharram, i'll pop by for a special visit. she's probably the only reason why i actually go to my aunt's house. she's my rock - she brought me up more than anyone else ever did. she may be illiterate, but her life experiences makes her much wiser beyond years.
she's been falling sick alot, & i'm looking for a wheelchair for her. if anyone has a spare, would like to donate or knows where i can get one, please contact me ASAP. her safety is my main priority & i probably worry about her more than some people i know do.
she's getting older by the day; i'm very aware of that. sometimes when i go visit, she doesn't recognise me till i tell her who i was calling myself her pet name for me. i thank God she's still alive up to this day, although i fear the day i wake up when she'll be here no longer. cos then i'd find one less big reason to keep on staying here.
& because blood is much thicker than water;
'cos we've bled for each other, both inside & out.
don't you think she's gorgeous?:)
i think the cappucinno i had was happy juice in disguise.
i think i've gained calories over the weekend.
my day kinda sucked, but i hope yours went better.:D
xx
