but you excite my every cell.
& if you really think i'm so stupid as to believe every single lie you've told me, this is the last time. there's a difference between a reason & an excuse, & i don't really understand why this has to happen almost every single time, but as of today, i'm not expecting much from you. or even anything. i trust people very easily, & you've just lost my trust in you. your countless "sorry's" are just mere words you fling around at me, thinking i'll grab them & believe them. but the fuck to you, i'm not the same pushover you thought i was. i'm not the same person who's going to believe your bullshit. & next time when you truly mean what you say? i won't even believe you then. i may love you, but that doesn't mean the word "dislike" cannot exist between us.i had a duperly great past two days, thanks to the people i spent them with :)
went for dinner at
Delifrance with
Tyng, sexy Regan, Lebin, Alextin, Darren T & Joel. hung out at
Indochine after till late, & we had to go home cos the day just wore us out. try carrying a laptop around for a day, your shoulder feels like it'll dislocate anytime.
Jam & Hop was a blast, though could've been better. being a freshman in a hall filled with mainly year 2s & 3s was abit intimidating. especially when your friends sabo you to go on stage for the dancefloor competition :S
but it was oodles of fun hey, cos along the way i made new friends that i see occasionally but never talked to, so it was great :)
love you guys, you know who you are! <3eh if you've noticed, i've been
au naturale lately, haha. i've downgraded all the way to only wearing mascara to school, & it doesn't feel so weird as it first did anymore. gone are the days of insecurity, where relying on compact & eyeliner was a must of each day, the days when the phrase "inner beauty" meant nothing & people took you seriously only at face value.
haha. i guess times changed as some people changed too, hey?
& hey
SHARATUL! happy sweet seventeenth, gorgeous!
keep shining like the great big starr you've always been;
love you to death :)okay if i dont go shower soon Nissa's gonna kill me. haha.
keep the love going y'all, cos someday or another you'll surely lose the ones you love. x
