mmhmmm. the apples look so red & tantalizing; i want :) i have an incessant craving for fruits today. but when i opened my fridge all i saw was a mumbo jumbo packet of skittles, some milk, a few crumbs of honeystars in the box, & carrots. so i ate the carrots instead.
i have the constant urge to sit in Starbucks with a nice proper cheesy book (for a change, not those heart thumping gory crime ones, but more of a romantic comedy with a very predictable ending; har har), a warmly toasted muffin & a grande sized cappucino infront of me, while i'm cosily nestled on the sofa. which rarely happens cos whenever i head to one (starbucks) the place is freakin' packed & noisy & you can barely hear the ultra soothing jazz they air.
ah, sigh. i need more money.
when i was a young boy,
my father took me into the city
& abused me with a clarinet.
Riung's version of "The Black Parade", which obviously doesn't fit with the rhythmn but when he sang it, 'twas pretty funny & set us off in laughter, =)
ok it's pretty cold out, & so i'm going to read.
it's been about four hours since i've woken up to accept the fax that came in from some logistics company which has no connection at all to my household at all, i'm sure. oh yeah, my empty household, i should emphasise. empty empty empty. i'm so looking forward to work later! gosh, it's really starting to bore me that everything i do is either so routined or have fallen into a mundane lull pit i can't seem to get out of. hmmm. the only thing i'm looking forward to now is my postage (!!) to either one of my choices (hopefully one of the first five).
so the story is that Riung, Shane & Mummy were supposed to leave on Sunday only the guys were to leave earlier. but when we got to the counter after a huge-ass waiting line, the flight to San Francisco was already closed. after daddy called the duty manager up & fucked him up, we got the guys' flights to Calgary via Vancouver confirmed for the next day. plus, we insisted on free accomodation & meals for the night cos the whole drama wasn't our fault.
if i could rewind time back 54 hours earlier, i would. & then i'd rewind it over & over again. :(
he was taking a piss on the plants btw, lol!
sending the guys off at the airport made me realise how much i really wanna get on the plane & get myself outta this place. i don't hate it, its a love hate relationship thing which is slightly tipping the scale towards the "hate" side. do i really wanna spend my time here & educate myself further in a society & country where creativity is stifled & pressures are forever there? no. do i really wanna see myself working here in the future years? no. i'm a singaporean & i don't mind it abit, but living here is hell & even though i'm complaining when others are not, i just don't wanna stay here. i came home today to an empty house & thought that sleeping it off would rid of the nagging feeling in my tightened chest, but waking up to an empty house just emphasised it even stronger & i realised i can't take this.
January 2007
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October 2009
juicyyyy
luverrr-ly
they left on a jetplane.