Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Saturday, August 25, 2007
moved.
Mummy left this morning with Ruran, yes it's rather.. sad.
I hate how on the last day, she decides to get herself attached to me.
But, what's another few weeks right? :)
This blog will still be open, but not in use.
Change your links - thanks for taking note. <3
Thursday, August 23, 2007
guess who's back, back again.
This was taken AFTER she'd woken up from her nap; AFTER mummy came back from lunch with my aunt; AFTER I'd cleaned her up & changed her; AFTER she'd cried her lungs out upon discovering I, & not her mom, was next to her;
AFTER she'd thrown up all over my front.
She act cute only, but what a rascal.
So mummy brought me to NYDC yesterday night for a chat, and turned out to be a long, heartfelt one at that too, up to the point where we both were crying. Thing is, I DON'T CRY. Ask anyone, and they'll tell you.. maybe I do, but not very often. Other people cry, not me. & definitely not my mom. In my whole six years of having known her, I've only seen her cry THRICE, & those were major events, like Pu' passing away two years back. So it was a pretty major deal.
Plus there was a really hot waiter there, & it was really embarassing even though I wasn't bawling or anything but, STILL.
See, it's not easy talking to your stepmom about yourself, when firstly you don't even know much about yourself and secondly, it's just abit weird. Maybe not for other people, but our relationship'd started out really rocky; with her discovering my diary with "I HATE THAT BITCH" written on several pages (& it's purely her fault for snooping, but I apologised nonetheless). & now, she's partially my confidante. Or somewhat like it, she expects to be it anyway. & it was amazing how I could actually find words to describe/tell her yesterday, that I found myself actually saying words that I never intend to say until a long time down the road. Sometimes she amazes me, I actually amazed myself, and last night ended off really good :) Daddy took us for drinks after, & I knocked myself out with double vodkas of anything, but I still couldn't sleep well cos I was cramped on the hotel couch, freezing like no one's business & kept awake by male snoring, =/
Anyhow, dinner's at Monkeys tonight - the irony of being there when I'm not working. And, I need to find a new job; I shall go job hunting come next week!
AND GUESS WHAT, EXAMS HAVE ENDED SO NOW I HAVE SEVEN FUCKING WEEKS OF FREEDOM - which leaves me time to grow fat & be a sloth despite working, haaaaaaaaaa :D
Call me out darlings, I've been missing people more than anything.
xx.
